But it happens to everybody...Right?!

There has been countless stories of girls (and sometimes guys) getting crushes on their professors... I always found this absolutely ridiculous.

I saw it on a number of different movies (usually always ending in some bad way)

I also had a number of friends through high school always chatting about their "sexy" teachers.

I found this disgusting! I mean sure I could point out the attractive ones... but it felt like talking about which of my fathers work buddies were sexiest... It just felt wrong!

It made all my friends look like silly little school girls in my eyes.

I never wanted to be that silly little school girl fluttering her pretty little eyelashes at her history teacher.

All through high school this was never an issue for me. I never looked at any of my teachers that way, even the young, attractive, straight out of college ones.

I always had that clear line drawn out between teacher and student.

So when I caught myself daydreaming about my instructor the other day during lecture, I nearly jerked out of my chair! It was like when you have a nightmare and you wake up with a jerk! I was shocked at the thoughts going through my head!

Shocked by the way I was be hopelessly distracted that day because he wore a tight fitting shirt that showed off his (pretty impressive) muscular figure.

Shocked with myself as a pondered about what his snug shirt was hiding underneath!

SHOCKED at my fluttering eyelashes!

What happened?! 

This had never happened to me before!

I felt al light and giggly like the first ever crush you get on a boy!

I was bubbly and very embarrassed.

The more I tried to focus on what my instructor was lecturing the class on the harder it was to concentrate! 

So there I was... the silly little college girl.

Like so many other girls before me, I had caught a crush on my instructor.

It was like a virus or something. Could any girl finish going through school having never had a crush on a teacher? Who knows.

and why this one? His muscles were impressive.

Maybe it is that he spoke to the class as if we were equals...

Maybe it was the stories he shared, and how easy he found it to share embarrassing moments from his past.

Maybe my taste in boys is changing to my taste in men?

Maybe it was fate deciding that I needed an extra push to persuade me to try extra hard in the class! :)

what a silly little girl i am!

xxxx- Sarah Emily